Dream a little dream for me

This month of love and relationship has been a journey into a place I rarely have allowed myself to dwell, my heart! It seems silly but for the few of us girls who are rarely super emotional and handle things better in the areas of logic and reasoning this has been a trying journey to say the least. About the end of January I felt the Lord was asking me, What is on your heart? Share your heart's desires with me. To which I promptly decided no was a sufficient answer. I experienced quite overwhelming panic. How can I share the desires of my heart even with the Lord because then if they didnt happen I would be crushed. An unrealized unacknowleged dream was a much better option, or was it? So slowly and slightly begrudgingly I have begun to lay out the desires of my heart. Who knew I would turn into a blubbering idiot? This girl! Here I am, and one of the easiest things to push into, I long to write a book. There its out now, And I cant deny it any longer. Everything from my desire to be a wife and mother, to traveling to Argentina. I ended up at an acquintances house who spoke on passions and encouraging one another's dream and the idea of a group that comes together to support dreams! So I am laying down the obstacles and pushing headlong into the deep. I dont want to excuse why I cant have the desires of my heart anymore. I have a creator who longs to see the desires of my heart fulfilled, he who knit them there before the begining of time is asking me to trust and release in wholeness who I am. Moving into full agreement with who I am shifts others into agreement with who they are! I am learning to agree with my Identity in all areas and hopefully my part with begin to impact a climate of people walking in who they were created to be, free from mere obligation and released into passion and liberated seasons of glory to glory.