Dream a little dream for me

This month of love and relationship has been a journey into a place I rarely have allowed myself to dwell, my heart! It seems silly but for the few of us girls who are rarely super emotional and handle things better in the areas of logic and reasoning this has been a trying journey to say the least. About the end of January I felt the Lord was asking me, What is on your heart? Share your heart's desires with me. To which I promptly decided no was a sufficient answer. I experienced quite overwhelming panic. How can I share the desires of my heart even with the Lord because then if they didnt happen I would be crushed. An unrealized unacknowleged dream was a much better option, or was it? So slowly and slightly begrudgingly I have begun to lay out the desires of my heart. Who knew I would turn into a blubbering idiot? This girl! Here I am, and one of the easiest things to push into, I long to write a book. There its out now, And I cant deny it any longer. Everything from my desire to be a wife and mother, to traveling to Argentina. I ended up at an acquintances house who spoke on passions and encouraging one another's dream and the idea of a group that comes together to support dreams! So I am laying down the obstacles and pushing headlong into the deep. I dont want to excuse why I cant have the desires of my heart anymore. I have a creator who longs to see the desires of my heart fulfilled, he who knit them there before the begining of time is asking me to trust and release in wholeness who I am. Moving into full agreement with who I am shifts others into agreement with who they are! I am learning to agree with my Identity in all areas and hopefully my part with begin to impact a climate of people walking in who they were created to be, free from mere obligation and released into passion and liberated seasons of glory to glory.

Isolation, Shame, and Disappointment

Three schemes of the enemy causing them to question their Identity and the love of the Lord. How important it is to reach out and grab hold of one person to stand with you and agree! Do anything to stand and agree with one person today right now! That you are the delight of the Lord! (Zeph. 3:17). You are worth dying for!( John 3:16). You were made on purpose to fulfill a dream the Lord had about you before you were even conceived (Psalm 139). Everyone has skeletons in the closet( Romans 8:21-24) but Christ died for you before you could help yourself to his grace to redeem the crooked places and make our paths straight. Jesus is not overwhelmed by your secret, He is not shocked by your weakness, He already sees your heart and he says YOU ARE STILL WORTH IT ALL!If you think you let God down because you failed, maybe you screwed up royally! SO WHAT!!! You don't hold God up so how can you let him down? How long are you gonna let your shame be the reason you run from God? No matter how far you go, He is everywhere. He already sees you and he longs to take away your shame, and the things that have been written all over you. He wants to reveal what has been written on your heart before the ages. A great love story he has planned for you with great adventure, and hope, joy, a great rescue, an everlasting Hero. This is not by accident, you are where you are reading this for a purpose. He has plans for you! Not to be a religious drone of do's and dont's. He has called you to passion and risk, great expectation, purpose, you are the answer to a question not yet asked! Don't let disappointment make you believe you've missed the divine appointment He has for you. Did someone walk out of your life? Thank God for removing anything less than the fullness of His blessing! Does it still hurt maybe so but its a temporary hurt and it will bring something better!! Isaiah 40
Even youths shall faint and be weary and young men shall fall exhausted, but they who wait (twist together like a thread or garment) for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.
I want to be completely twisted together with you Father! weave me as a beautiful fabric, I will wait upon you and rest in your Goodness!!!
My notes
Perry Stone's Message from Winter Ramp in Dalton Georgia as heard on theramp.org

Living Above Every Circumstance and Beyond Every Limitation

  As a woman I long to have security and protection  and a covering I can flourish under. My hearts desire is to be an industrious, pure, compassionate woman. One promise released over the year of 2012 is a sifting of motives. Lord I want to be sifted so that my heart, soul and body are pure in motive, and desires to bring about the fullness of Who I am to be recognized. I choose to allow the Lord to send my roots deep into His love so I can live above any circumstance. I choose to reach out and love people around me even if it hurts and I am not loved in return. I am an over-comer and I know my life will wage war on isolation.
I need you, you need me.
We're all a part of God's body.
Stand with me, agree with me.
We're all a part of God's body.

It is his will, that every need be supplied.
You are important to me, I need you to survive.
You are important to me, I need you to survive.
(repeat 3X)

I pray for you, You pray for me.
I love you, I need you to survive.
I won't harm you with words from my mouth.
I love you, I need you to survive.
(repeat 8 X)

It is his will, that every need be supplied.
You are important to me, I need you to survive. 3


When I first heard this I didn't understand the importance of being connected and 'for' each other.


Inspiration by:
1) Theramp.org podcast by Damon Thompson on 1-15-2012
2) Matthew 10
3)Hezekiah Walker's "I need you to survive"