Confirmations

I am always amazed how you lead Father God.For so long I have prayed for a heart like David. I know Im supposed to lead but I dont want to lead because I overthrew the annointed of the Lord. I dont want to win by might but submit to the authority God has placed me under. Now I have great Leadership over me who really are not hard to submit. Praise the Lord!  My heart for people really is not to be "over" anyone. I long for when people will surpass where Ive reached with the Lord, (Cause its really not that far!) but I can invest in them to reach higher places by allowing my life to be a stepping stone for them. Several Times I have had prophecy that I am a Barnabus. I want to be the one the Lord calls to go to great lengths to bring people to Christ like Barnabus did when he went to Saul before his change to Paul! I want to love people and show them the Love of the Lord which is greater than anyother Love. I know I dont want to judge though it is a struggle for me, I want to love unconditionally.

I long to live my life encountering God daily. Lord I ask for your wisdom and discernment to see the schemes of the enemy and to take authority over situations and bring them into alignment with your kingdom. Note to self I need to do a study over Deborah. Yes and Amen!

Lord I feel like the words Saul  gave when he met Samuel, (1 Sam 9) He says, But I'm only from the tribe of Benjamin, the smallest tribe in Israel, and my family is the least important of all the families of that tribe. Why are you talking like this to me?

How can I be a hint of the things you have placed on my heart? Lord I need you to show me who I am because I can give you lists of everything Ive done wrong and how Ive failed. And yet you never leave me in my junk. Your arm is never to short to rescue me from this place. I need your presence here in this place! I feel beaten and defeated but this round isn't over and I am more than a conqueror in Christ. I will stand beside you in victory Lord!. Your word in Psalm 139 says, You go before me and follow me. You place your hand of blessing on my head.
You are my strong tower and I run to you Lord hide me in you. I cant stand alone and I dont want to even if I could! I want to be so close with you I cant tell where I end and you begin! Lord I pray you would purify me, for I am a person with unclean lips. But I want to be prepared to go where you are sending me!  I want to go to work with you today and spend time doing the work of your kingdom!

Ill Stand My Soul Lord To You Surrendered

I want to stand in your presence Lord all the days of my life. You are all that I need. Everyday I find how little I actually love and how much more I want to love. Open my heart and allow me to be pliable. Lord I need you to soften my heart more and more each day. I want to be able to love completely and unselfishly. Breath of life come breathe in me! Lord search my heart and see if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting! Lord I ask that you would show me who I am to you? When you look at me what do you see?