Passions

 I am looking to see where I can make room in my mind for a miracle. I need to have my passion renewed. I dont want to become mundane or ordinary. Everyone says that I am going to accomplish so much in my life. Let me get down to the nitty gritty of the matter. I just want to see HIM. Obsessively, relentlessly expectant to encounter my Lover. I am nothing without love. He is love. If you were to make someone the benchmark for love He would be it. He is the one who teaches me to love more everyday. 

I ask that you meet me here. In the place beyond where anyone else knows. Break down the walls my heart is hidden behind. Break me out of every shell Ive never known I had. Break my heart for what breaks yours. I want to be one in spirit one in desire. Teach me to love the ones you love. Come to me and whisper sweet things in my ears. Open my heart and all that is hidden within to allow the love to spill forth and bring light and life. I want to be more like you. I need you more than ever. You saw my desperation and you did not leave me in my times of despair. You have never failed me. You dont just love me but you give me hope as well. My hope is in you, my all consuming fire. I pray I would wake to you singing over me, dream of you all night and sleep in your arms. I will not be afraid of the terrors of the night nor the arrow that flies in the day no evil will conquer me and no plague will come near my home. You are my refuge and shelter, I run to you. For your delight is in me you rejoice over me with singing and your love will calm all my fears. Everyday your faithfulness guides me, everyday I am amazed at your love. You always protect always trust always hope. I cant go anywhere that you cannot reach me, your arm is always long enough to rescue me especially when I need rescued from myself. Never could I comeaccross someone as devoted as you, nor in all my searching find someone who brings joy, peace, patience, hope, and love. I trust you, So be it.